Monday 17 December 2007

The power of God

It's monday afternoon and iv retreated to the sanctuary of my bedroom a my home has been over run by the Cwmtawe crew. So in the intrest of my sanity i though i would go and lock myself away and work on my blog. And as i turned my pc on i loaded up my messenger and an oldish friend was on so got speaking to her and it moved me. And thoes who know me well know i dont get moved easilly but i was moved with compassion. She is a 26 year old woman who is a single mum and is alone for christmas. You may say there are alot of women and men like that and yes there are and maybe thats why i feel so sad? I have been there myself and i know that pain of tring to look into your own future and it seeming bleak. I got to be honest God has been good to me. This time last year i'd split from someone i was in love with i was on my own, I felt unlovable unwanted and a bit of a mess to be honest. but then God came back into my life restored to me everything i had lost and now this year. Im am married i have my son back in my life and we are developing our own relationship and this chritmas should be a good one. And 2008 as a better prognosis than 2007 ever did.But back to my friend it at times like these i wish i could open the eyes of the blind (metophorically) and show them God. You Can see the remedy for there woe's you see how God could transform there lifs beyond any man imagination but they just cant see it themselves, you know havng a relationship with Jesus Christ does for you life what alka sletzer does for an upset belly. But the thing with god is he will never operate against your will. He will always respect your choices even if he knows they are wrong he will always love you just the same for God is love and it also says "nothing shall seperate us from the love of god" not even our own choices. But god is always there so if we ever realise we have made the wrong choice we can call out to him and will be there to help, Cause "he is an ever present help in times of need". But that dont mean we can just call on him willy nilly but it take's a decision on our part to accept we cant do this journey on our own. and we need to submit to an higher power you need to ask God into you life and then he will take the reignes he guide your path. And the amazing thing is that not only does he become our source of refference here on earth but we also gain everlasting life. He dont just offer hope for now he offer's hope for all seternity if you are reading this and you want to know what i feel then ask god into your life tell him you are sorry, you tried it your way and its not working tell him you need him and i promise you he wont let you down i also promise you you wont regret it.

Saturday 15 December 2007

Ok 2nd day at home

Well it sat and im feeling fine cant belive actually i had surgery 4 days ago. i woke up this morning and felt like a new man as long as m wife dont ill be fine. butback to the point i feel fab i got dressed showeed and i thought im not laying on the couch all day so i sat on it instead lol. well if you had any doubts about my health the bad jokes should tell you that im back on par. my friend D came round today which heped break the day up had a good chat about god which i have felt has been missing this week i havent had much feeding myself. and you can probably tell yourself as i cant normally stop telling of gods goodness in my life but my blogs have just be normal rambalings this week which i suppose is good in way it means unless i have got something to say i wont which gives me a good feeling anyway.
Chrisx

Friday 14 December 2007

Ok now its time to recover

Ok i came home yesterday and had an unsettled night. but the hardest thing is all the time i got on my hands i aint been home 24 hours yet and i think im going looney already im not used to having time on my hands and dayime tv is awful. and just realisng i got about 2months of this is driving me nuts lol well sometimes we have to adapt to new circumstances so here is my new challenge. but helps me understand why housewifes go out as much as tey can if i could id be out too lol.

Thursday 13 December 2007

on my way

Well its 11:30 and im here waiting for my beautiful wife to come and collect me as im on my way home yay. i have never liked hospitals and usually sign myself out but blessed is me as i have been in and out in no time. so now just got to go home and recover but that will be hard as i dont know how to be still and rest. So maybe its time i learned to be still well we will see i cant see it myself.
Chrisxxx

Wednesday 12 December 2007

Still Here

Hi all im still here the op was a major sucsess all whent swimmingly. i have always been a quick recoverer but god has surpassedhimself this time. i whent down for the op abot 8.30pm back on the ward about 10ish was up and drinking tes at 4am and was up usuing the loo at 1am the nurses could not believe it i have had no pain relife when i could have had morphine just didnt need it gods grace has been more than sufficant and i thank him for that and give him the glory and due to y miraculous recovery they are going to let me go from hospital a day early so only one more night here fabulous aint it god is good all the time. all the time god is good.
im just gutted i could not get out today and go to cell group but hay i suppose we cant have everything lol.

Tuesday 11 December 2007

D Day

Right first of all sorry i didnt get anything down yesterday i ws just rushed of my feet with work and then i was in cardiff with my friendto see madness they were awsome wich eems to be the in word at the momment, well it was on suday and our thanks giving service. wich when i think aboutit is a good word when talking about God. Because when i think of God i and i mean when i really consider God i am in awe in every aspect of him, His love His mercy and hs power just to name but a few i think sometimes we have such a history of God that we tend to regard him just as God without actually taking in what that means. so when you make a statment like that you have to pause a minute and consider what god actually means to you i could sit here a write what god means to me. but what use is that to you cause god wants desire's a personal relationship with each and everyone of us it the whole purpous of our creation. again thinking on this just brings the word awesome to mind when we consier that the creator of the universe desiers a personal relationship with us is beyond understanding of our minds but going back to a previous blog it shows how precious we are in god's eyes.and the amzing thing is that with that relationship comes an higher understanding a purpose tat many ppl seek today the reason for being why are we here? so when you answer that question you know what you life is for and when you know what your life is for it easy to know what direction to walk in and if you know what direction to wal in you elimate doubt and if you eliminate doubt you have a confidence and if you have conifdence ppl,enemy or any one cant tell you your wrong and then is when you achevie the goal for your life which as it says in the bible is to be more than overcomer's. Take today for example im going into hospital for a serious operation nd naturally as it draws near nervous are playing a part in my mind but to thoes questions that get thrown up by doubt and unbelieve i have gods word to answer them with n gives me the confidence to go forward and thats te sorce of peace a personal peace that we all desire so i hop todays blog has helped just even one person then its all worth it well as i said im of to hospital now so dont know when i will be back on here but will speak to you all soon ttfn.

Friday 7 December 2007

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.